My abusive ex of two years. My abusive ex-stepmother of 6 years. My depression. The cutting, carving and starving. The feelings of being alone and unloved. Feeling overweight and ugly. Watching my dad deteriorate from marijuana. Crying every night. The suicidal attempts and thoughts. Feeling ‘weird’ because I was smarter than everyone else. Being hurt by people that told me they loved me. The vomiting due to terrifying anxiety attacks. Being afraid to trust. Being afraid to love.
It got better. After 16 long years, it got better. I was afraid it would never get better…
Danni:
Drama
erika:
my old school and all the shit head people who go there
kp:
ex boyfriend, fake friends
Alice:
my old lifestyle
jes:
My verbally, physically, and emotionally abusive father. My addiction. Fake friends who bailed when things got bad. My abusive brother. The last twelve years of schooling I’ve had (can anyone say ‘useless’?).
Alexandra:
school
pnog:
my own social awkwardness and lack of confidence. Other than that, I’d say the past was all good times.
Danielle:
Constantly thinking of suicide
Justin:
the first two years of high school
yo yo:
being a Christian
18gIRL.:
Believing in different stuff that I shouldn’t have believed in.
Kinza:
Certain people
Lo':
Hearing every day of my life that I am “a piece of shit”, that I’m “fuckin stupid/ugly/etc.” & that she wishes she’d had an abortion instead of having me.
Abuse and Intolerance.
my parents being together
Bedtimes. I miss actually getting that much sleep, but I do not miss being forced to go to bed at a certain time every night.
wasting my time , shy
living together with other people… too much confusion
my adoptive mother
fake friends
High School
http://palmtreesbarefeet.wordpress.com/2011/11/05/daily-question-24/
my abusive ex
My virginity.
My ex-boyfriend.
My innocence
My abusive ex of two years. My abusive ex-stepmother of 6 years. My depression. The cutting, carving and starving. The feelings of being alone and unloved. Feeling overweight and ugly. Watching my dad deteriorate from marijuana. Crying every night. The suicidal attempts and thoughts. Feeling ‘weird’ because I was smarter than everyone else. Being hurt by people that told me they loved me. The vomiting due to terrifying anxiety attacks. Being afraid to trust. Being afraid to love.
It got better. After 16 long years, it got better. I was afraid it would never get better…
Drama
my old school and all the shit head people who go there
ex boyfriend, fake friends
my old lifestyle
My verbally, physically, and emotionally abusive father. My addiction. Fake friends who bailed when things got bad. My abusive brother. The last twelve years of schooling I’ve had (can anyone say ‘useless’?).
school
my own social awkwardness and lack of confidence. Other than that, I’d say the past was all good times.
Constantly thinking of suicide
the first two years of high school
being a Christian
Believing in different stuff that I shouldn’t have believed in.
Certain people
Hearing every day of my life that I am “a piece of shit”, that I’m “fuckin stupid/ugly/etc.” & that she wishes she’d had an abortion instead of having me.
childhood days
College
The hate
Being part of a pair….