Lied my ass off to impress friends… only to be discovered to be a total and complete fraud. Miserable failure of conscience and individuality.
Swish:
Too much.
Edward:
beat a man half to death for sleeping with my (now) ex wife, only to find he was only one of about a dozen or more. He and I are now pretty good friends
Letting him cheat on all those girls, and then letting another and another.
Jackie:
lost my virginity at 13, smoked weed, stole alcohal from my parents. lost who i was. cheated on my boyfriends. eating disorders. growing up and dissapointing myself in who i thought id be.
Carol:
I had sex with my guy best friend even though he has a girlfriend.
Cricket:
I have not forgiven those who I should have. I have put up lots of walls to keep those who actually do love me out just to make sure those select few who might hurt can’t get in either.
hey yo:
I regret not being closer to my family.
Tiva Joy:
Slept with my best friend’s (of 8 years) fiance and ruined our friendship. Used drugs and drank and smoked cigarettes in order to impress a guy, then let that guy verbally abuse me, along with some physical abuse. Slept with too many guys, looking for “the one” only to have way too many one night stands, and later found out that good guys will actually want to get to know you first, before sleeping with you. No matter what I wish I could do differently, all these “mistakes” have taught me valuable lessons!
PS:
I am not proud of the fact that I do not have a close relationship with my dad. Things happened. We let our egos take control of us. And now…maybe it is too late to sort things out with him.
I’m also not proud of being a lazy slacker in school.
D:
ps It’s never too late…knowing you have a problem is the beginning of fixing it. I’m rooting for you!
Samantha:
self-harm. lying. putting up barriers to try to keep people out, but only ended keeping me in. caring too much about some people, not caring enough about others. trying to please everyone and losing myslef in the process. I also blame myself for all of my families problems, i know it isnt my fault but i cant help but feel like it is.
Beh:
Nothing, as in doing nothing
Dots:
Self harm… and reminded of it ever day when I see the scars and lie to people about them.
skipping school, i started messing up in 7th grade which messed up aloy of shit for me i could be playing sports now
lost:
staying with himafter he cheated causing me to miscarrage our child….
Li:
I relate with a lot of what people said,there’s a lot of things I’ve done I’m not proud of and I’m still trying to work through them. I wish I just had a short list of one or two though,but you can only move forward & hope things get better.
Amanda:
lied to people I love. And I always say the most horrible things when I fight with the people I love the most. I hate that I do it, but I’m working on it.
Sophie:
given up on my parents.
been jealous of my best friend when i should have been happy for her.
Niki:
I’m not proud of letting others control me, push me, and set goals for me instead of standing up for myself and doing what I wanted to do. I’m proud of who I’ve become.. But I wish I had become me my own way.
JJ:
BETRAYED MY CLOSEST FRIENDS WHO WERE LIKE MY FAMILY AFTER A YEAR 1/2 OF CARING AN SERVING AND HELPING AND LOVING THEM WITHOUT RECIPROCATION. WHICH HAS LED TO YEARS TAKEN FROM THIER LIVES AND VAST RIPPLING EFFECTS DAMAGING AND SCARRING US ALL. AND I AM FREE….
Rachel:
Jeez, lots of things, truthfully. Cutting and starving myself. I think I’m the reason my parents are divorcing. How are they supposed to raise a girl like me? I’m a monster.
Emma:
Tearing apart my family over my selfish anger.
SC:
On multiple occasions I’ve taken pill in the hopes of not waking up in the morning. Those days are in my past though.
Kat:
I stayed.
FGM:
Got involved with drugs, lied to my family and pushed them away when I needed them the most, had an affair with a married man (who I am still in love with 5 years later)
Nick:
Being a hypocrite.
Masturbating and other stuff.
PufferFish:
I’ve ruined someone’s psyche by revealing secrets they didn’t need to know, or didn’t want someone else to know.
Twice.
Now she’s talking of killing herself after we turn 20, depressed, bitter and sardonic.
I’ll never forgive myself if she goes through with it.
Lied my ass off to impress friends… only to be discovered to be a total and complete fraud. Miserable failure of conscience and individuality.
Too much.
beat a man half to death for sleeping with my (now) ex wife, only to find he was only one of about a dozen or more. He and I are now pretty good friends
Lost focus.
Oh so many things, but I am free from them!
cheatet
Self harmed.
Self harm, along with a lot of lying.
hurt myself and hurt others.
I fell for it.
again.
I fell in love.
sometimes deliberatly
Letting him cheat on all those girls, and then letting another and another.
lost my virginity at 13, smoked weed, stole alcohal from my parents. lost who i was. cheated on my boyfriends. eating disorders. growing up and dissapointing myself in who i thought id be.
I had sex with my guy best friend even though he has a girlfriend.
I have not forgiven those who I should have. I have put up lots of walls to keep those who actually do love me out just to make sure those select few who might hurt can’t get in either.
I regret not being closer to my family.
Slept with my best friend’s (of 8 years) fiance and ruined our friendship. Used drugs and drank and smoked cigarettes in order to impress a guy, then let that guy verbally abuse me, along with some physical abuse. Slept with too many guys, looking for “the one” only to have way too many one night stands, and later found out that good guys will actually want to get to know you first, before sleeping with you. No matter what I wish I could do differently, all these “mistakes” have taught me valuable lessons!
I am not proud of the fact that I do not have a close relationship with my dad. Things happened. We let our egos take control of us. And now…maybe it is too late to sort things out with him.
I’m also not proud of being a lazy slacker in school.
ps It’s never too late…knowing you have a problem is the beginning of fixing it. I’m rooting for you!
self-harm. lying. putting up barriers to try to keep people out, but only ended keeping me in. caring too much about some people, not caring enough about others. trying to please everyone and losing myslef in the process. I also blame myself for all of my families problems, i know it isnt my fault but i cant help but feel like it is.
Nothing, as in doing nothing
Self harm… and reminded of it ever day when I see the scars and lie to people about them.
skipping school, i started messing up in 7th grade which messed up aloy of shit for me i could be playing sports now
staying with himafter he cheated causing me to miscarrage our child….
I relate with a lot of what people said,there’s a lot of things I’ve done I’m not proud of and I’m still trying to work through them. I wish I just had a short list of one or two though,but you can only move forward & hope things get better.
lied to people I love. And I always say the most horrible things when I fight with the people I love the most. I hate that I do it, but I’m working on it.
given up on my parents.
been jealous of my best friend when i should have been happy for her.
I’m not proud of letting others control me, push me, and set goals for me instead of standing up for myself and doing what I wanted to do. I’m proud of who I’ve become.. But I wish I had become me my own way.
BETRAYED MY CLOSEST FRIENDS WHO WERE LIKE MY FAMILY AFTER A YEAR 1/2 OF CARING AN SERVING AND HELPING AND LOVING THEM WITHOUT RECIPROCATION. WHICH HAS LED TO YEARS TAKEN FROM THIER LIVES AND VAST RIPPLING EFFECTS DAMAGING AND SCARRING US ALL. AND I AM FREE….
Jeez, lots of things, truthfully. Cutting and starving myself. I think I’m the reason my parents are divorcing. How are they supposed to raise a girl like me? I’m a monster.
Tearing apart my family over my selfish anger.
On multiple occasions I’ve taken pill in the hopes of not waking up in the morning. Those days are in my past though.
I stayed.
Got involved with drugs, lied to my family and pushed them away when I needed them the most, had an affair with a married man (who I am still in love with 5 years later)
Being a hypocrite.
Masturbating and other stuff.
I’ve ruined someone’s psyche by revealing secrets they didn’t need to know, or didn’t want someone else to know.
Twice.
Now she’s talking of killing herself after we turn 20, depressed, bitter and sardonic.
I’ll never forgive myself if she goes through with it.
Giving up on my dreams